Down on her memory lane,with its twists and turns


Adios!
December 11, 2009, 12:59 pm
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Its time to say bye bye to wordpress and hello Blogger or Blogspot. Yeaa im moving my blog to Blogger.Anywayss here’s the URL. >>> glaizassweetserendipity.blogspot.com



a lot like love
December 8, 2009, 11:12 pm
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Cioa!

I’m actually watching A lot like love right now. Talk about multi tasking. hehe. Its been awhile since i watched this movie. Its making me fall in love! haha. Well to be honest I’m watching this movie for a reason, two reasons to be exact but with the same goal. DISTRACTION. First is distraction for my panic in the upcoming release of results. Sigh. I’m so freaking out and its  not such a nice feeling. Second cause for this movie is for my jealousy. Its irrational maybe, fine it is irrational. But its still bothering me ): I usually have a cure before the feeling seeps through me. I dont wanna think about it. It sucks. But the movie is proving to be a good cure for both. Its making me fall in love… (: awwhh.

Oh btw I greet my sister’s boyfriend a happy birthday just now and talked to him a bit. Well I actually threatened him. hehehe. Meaniie me. :P

Nyways I’m gonna end this and watch the movie. Its really nice watching it again. i<3youhoney.

glaizaMarie17

xoxo



A Photo/Picture
December 6, 2009, 7:02 pm
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PHOTO’s  are precious things. They freeze a moment for us to treasure and look at after time passes. Its not surprising that they thought up with the idiom saying “A picture worth of thousand words”. A picture can tell a story, it can relate emotions that it captured during that moment. Its really amusing how these lil things can affect us. It can make us laugh heartily with that photo of you with a ridiculous uber pose or facial expression. Perhaps a picture of you and your friends doing silly things. A photo can even make you proud and make you remind of your achievements. An example maybe is a photo of you during your graduation with that proud smile and matching the joyous smile of your parents or maybe a photo of which you are doing something really hard or something that you’re passionate about. There are a lot more emotions or effects that a photo can bring you but whether its nostalgia, happiness, proud, or even pain. They’re precious things, those photos.

After discussing much about it and all these petty talks there’s actually a reason why i dabbled in this interesting topic of photos. I happen to come across one just minutes ago. To be honest I just got back from a very tiring day and im actually sick not to mention a sprained/twisted wrist, i aint sure. Oooppss i got off topic again. Well this photo, despite the saying that “A picture is worth a thousand words”, this one when i saw it accidentally, i froze and i became speechless for a few seconds… then the flood of thoughts began, just before the pain. I don’t know, i just felt like i needed to somehow let this out in one form or another or otherwise it’ll weaken me more than it already did when it was showed to my face. Lemme describe this photo, Its a photo of a pretty girl holding something that contains something legible on it, 4 words. Those words…the last word was a name actually, a name i only know too well, sigh. Lets just say that this photo was one of those i mentioned that brought you pain. Now i can honestly say im in pain. Not only physically as i im gonna mention again, im exhausted, sick, and with a sprained or twisted ankle and wrist. But also on the inside? a cliche right. Oh well. A sigh is all i can utter now. Sigh.



hOlidays!
November 28, 2009, 12:53 am
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Ciao! Holidays owh holidays. Mine started last friday and I went back Saturday morning (begrudgingly might i add). Its been boring since and I can’t believe I’m saying this but I hope I’m still in Miri. I’m missing my friends even though its just been a week :( Oh well I’ve been doing practically nothing but occasional visit in the club. But mostly I’m in my room reading a novel (i might finish a whole shelf if this keeps going) or im at the computer FB or chatting with some friends and with my errm someone. (:

I’m missing someone right now. soo muchooo. We might not see each other as soon as planned. sigh.

And btw i miss Ph, i cant wait to go back. I mean at least its gonna be busy there. (: and I’ll se my bff’s!!!!

So yea i’ll just say nautical nonsense on the next post! Ciao!



Mat-thew Jose.
November 20, 2009, 1:15 am
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The stairs in lakeside where we first met, you approached me while i was trying to connect to the internet.haha. Its been a year and a half since then. Time has sneaked up on us huh? Math-thew (with a high intonation at the thew, haha) you were one of the first guy friend that i, we ever hanged out with here in curtin. I think the first guy we felt really comfortable with. (: You were with us in our first night out here. Both the real and frustrated one (; Cherry Berries. haha. Also the first ride to the bus to town, and obviously also in our first outing to town. Heehee. It was just so nice having you around. Oooohh also the hang outs on the stairs beside the lake under the tree? just chatting, telling each other issues and stories with everyone giving advice especially Math-thew and of course the bitching around goes into sideline too. haha. :P Who can forget between me, michelle, mona, and chris the legendary Mosquito Dance that you and chris invented. hahaha. How you guys “dance” while we refuse to give the mosquito repellant. And the nice walks on around the lake. :) Though we went distant in time and had our own worlds theres always our rare “update” sessions. And you never miss to give that smile and a hi when we see each other.(: You were a good, no a great friend and as a person too.

Guardian angel, friend, and a brother. Thats what you are to me, to us. You have a permanent place in our hearts and left tattooed great memories in us especially that smile of yours. You’ll be missed deeply, you know that?? You made us shed tears as its sad for us for you to leave so soon but we’re glad to know that you yourself days before you went away said that you’ve lived your life to the fullest and lived without regrets. We’ll try to move on and be happy for you so you won’t feel dragged down ;) I love you, we love you. Its not goodbye, we’ll meet you soon.

 

xoxo.



>:(
November 12, 2009, 12:24 am
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amputa naman. I think its time to speak out. To actually take my turn. How many “its not worth it”, “let it be” “, “just ignore it” phrase have i told everytime somethiing like this happens. I think i’ve had enough. Its time to stand up and draw out my shield. Im just waiting now or maybe i shouldn’t. amF! Just one more, one more move and that when i need to do what i have to.



epiphany? naaahh :P
November 7, 2009, 11:01 pm
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Hola! Here’s a poem (sad and long epiphany more like it :D ) that i wrote not so long ago. It seems unorganized,yes, but the heck with it. I should be studying really, my exams are only few days away but here i am beiing a lazy bum and doin all sorts of things. Irrelevant mostly. Its been horrible for these past few days, or weeks, actually months but im still breathing (Thank GOD) and heart is still beating. There’s so many things that happened. So many truths, lies, and in betweens. Sigh. Oh well life has to move on. Anyway gonna have to rant about it on the next post, or not. soo here’s the poem, emo yes, but then again the heck with it
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ps.
oOOooh this phrase I was thinking bout for a poem just now but i was too lazy to continue a new one. “I can’t promise to stop the storm at sea, But i will be there to get through to it with thee” ;)
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Another night has passed
A moment when you crossed my mind
It all comes crashing back
And it makes me lose my track
I can hear my mind saying
I hate you so much
I heard my heart whispering
I miss your touch
I was in way too deep
I fell way too far
Now that you’re gone
I cry as i strum my guitar
As I walk away and leave
After all has been said and done
My mind was clouded and a blur
My heart breaking had begun
I was blinded
and never saw it coming
I should’ve known
and shoul’ve started running
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xoxogLaizaMarie17-


& it keeps on coming
November 2, 2009, 12:16 am
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And here comes another one. This is unbelievable. I dont know whats the plan here. Of course there is, and of course theres a reason, I believe that. But right now I aint seeing it. ):

And this anger Im holding up? All this things I wanna say? I hope I can still contain it. Just dont provoke me bitch. Please. Ok sorry for that mean-ness. But heck Im getting tired. Seriously, you can play your own game though I dont think im joining. But once I’m fed up dont go blaming me for the debris. I could’ve never done the things you’ve done to me. I cant imagine you could do those things to me. But it doesnt matter. Because if stories are told lets just see who goes on the bad side. But again it doesnt matter. Gosh there so much I wanna say. But enough here.

And btw my awesome ex actually told my bestfriend we’re still friends. haha. Now that was funny. Anyway he needs to stop bothering my bestfriend.

Anyways. There so much things I wanna rant about, but maybe not yet. Some other time when it actually blows over on my mind. Im hoping for the best.  They might say im a coward saying all this here in my blog, but I have my reasons, i’ll tell on my next rant i guess. Like they say. “Expect the best, Prepare for the worst, Fuck what others think of you and do your own thing ;)



just a lil thought
October 31, 2009, 12:22 am
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Not another one. I don’t know what He, there up above, is planning with me. Its seems unfair. Im trying hard to be optimistic. To laugh, to smile, to bear it all off. Its kinda hard to stand up when it keeps on coming. I can do it alone. I can. But it doesnt hurt to have someone right? But the thing is I can’t go to my usual rock. Thats one other thing that hit me. Sigh. And the other person Ive trusted, seems like i shouldnt have trusted at all. Ahhh, I dunno I just want someone to lean on someone right now, even just for awhile. Yes im admitting I need to depend on someone even just for awhile but it seems like I can’t. Perhaps this is where I can show myself how tough I can be. Coz i don’t really have a choice but to be strong. I’ll won’t break down. I cant. I just cant.

-glaiizaMariie



jejejaded :P
October 30, 2009, 11:45 am
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Im bored and Im well sad. I seriously didnt know why im posting this but yea. Though im bored now its probably gonna be busy later at night ;) Nyways imma rant in my next post. hehee. ciao!

__ : hey

gLaiza: heyy

__: gud evening

gLaiza:  (: good evening to you too

what yah up to huh?

__: nothin much.

missin you ni

__________________________________________________

__________________________________________________

glaiza: but if i cant

just go and have fun ok?

__: aite

haha

u better be there

gLaiza says: haha

just go and have fun (: dance the night through

__: yeah with you